Can't find/load the autosaves

Hi guys,
I’m new here. Been blown away by Nomad although I’ve seen quite some stuff already. What I struggle with is the autosaves. After each autosave I tend to be thrown out of the program and see the desktop and sometimes( often) lose work and progress. I know there is an autosave from just before this so I would like to know how am I re-loading this and why this is keep happening?

Thanks.

Can’t help with your issue.

My workflow:
Save first with name, then start to work.

How big is your scene and how much free ram you got left?